Blue turned 22 yesterday. We haven't been with him on his birthday since he went off to college four years ago, but this year found me a little sadder than usual about it. Moon and K. tip-toed around a bit. K. sent capital lettered texts to Blue saying his mama REALLY needed a photo of his WHOLE face (she did), Moon decided to JUST DO the schoolwork his mama asked him to, rather than argue that she hadn't asked him to (she did). I cried a little while singing "Somewhere Over the Rainbow" during the zoom practice with our group last night (fortunately there are sixty of us and our images are too small to notice dripping faces).
On a cheerier note, last week I cracked about social distancing, texting, screen time, missing time with women, etc. A good friend heard my meltdown via texting, cursing and silence (this is not the cheery part), and had the brilliant idea of a picnic. With our own food, wine bottles, blankets, and six feet between our lawn chairs, we spent the evening in the front yard under the Japanese maple tree. We're hoping the weather holds for a repeat tonight. It's great to have something to look forward to.
The pages are going even slower than last week, just like me, but I'm so glad that most of them resemble the things they're meant to represent. This photograph was a gift from K. years ago. It still makes me take a deep breath with it's fairytale magic when I look at it, I'm sorry I don't know who took it.
There are fifty-eight squares of quilting left. This is a photo of the other side. I don't remember dyeing this piece of indigo, or how those little flower shapes came to be (beneath the big blob of white), but I like them and used pale blue threads here to keep them as visible as possible.
And a bobbin of spinning was finished up, and I surprised myself by still being able to spin a balanced yarn (not too much or too little twist in it). If I stop and think about it, there's lots to be glad about. I hope you're finding spaces of happy, too.