Thank you so much for all of your thoughts and touching messages. It means so much.
Today I am still out in an ocean of memories, trying to stitch some of them into this twilight blue cloth, with threads named "deep sea" and "blue spruce," and a golden boat. Green and gold were his favorite colors back in the 70's, I wonder if they still were?
When I think of him being happy- he's out fishing on his boat or in the woods hunting...in quiet stillness. I hope he's surrounded in it now.